horoscopes --- makin r breakin things

Televisons today holds clouded morning schedules filled with Astrogology, Numerology, Lucky stones , saints attracting viewers to reach their place for goodness. Questions que up on bussiness ,good fortune, job out of all this most happening question to all these divisions is when will the daughter r son get married???? In a way major interconnection of differnt forms is match making.people with stretched horoscope reach these people and the trained speakers will always end up saying wrong name or wrong date of birth or wrong time of birth is major issues on delay.its name change or lucky stone or performing rituals to god on ceratin days in week is soultion presented.
each uses one or other and wrost case all of above.here the victims are not only parents but the persons concerned too.the turmoil running in family and the person concerned would be heavy and unmeasurable.one key note here is each one of us one way or the think our special day is our birthday and gud connection with their name.how can these all be changed for their rest of their life for dream wedding.just turning on ur think pad no one can be balmed except we.are we too anxious about future rather than present.Or is we are too jealousy about person next door who uses this and if we stay out will end up as loosing side.

if its one form of modern astrology there is other form still on is horoscope matching.with other aspects like family,behaviour,edcation good the biggest thing done before persons enter as couple is weighing out the name, sun sign,moon sign and different planets,how well things match between them, future, life after 10 years,20 years.Rated on 1 to 10 with 10 being the best and each one looking for marks atleast above 7.These form of art is good and looks simple intially.
The wrost case will be if family decides it as good offer the astrologer denies it and also other way around.With few intial flops then comes the solution to wait for months to get the planets in horoscopes to settle down. In between gaps would be an approach to next astrologer who gives out ritulas to be performed.If this all sets up in months task would be simple but for a year? The anxiety will run high in air and expectations in life comes down slowly.

the victim can be no bigger than person concerned as people will surely start to loose the freshness of next phase.Each single day will be a hoping day to end the silence, depressions can never be best said. It will obviously reflect in day to day routine under performed. Here comes the questions which should be matched sign or minds,is horoscope making up things or breaking,is arranged marriages are getting complicated ????? this leads to earlier one for change of name or lucky stone.whatever is the solution each one is performed with biggest hope. hope and confidence is the key for success and by performing rituals we link ourself to those key words.believe in you and eternal spirit rather on astrologer!!!!

my first ever public apperance for sport!!neither in school r in college wasn't interested in playing!!! ofcourse watchin sport is creamy soothing activity.. of all singles event tennis is most stylish game n my fav tooo.. desparatley wantin to learn the skill .. clueless on were it started took to play badminton for tennis .. weekend on streets n roads will b flodded with ppl playin tis... had a chance to play in an indoor furnished court ..intially never i thought its tough as it perceives easy while lookin in television... its killer shock wen i took the first shot in practice... truth reeled out "tough things packed by easy visions".. accepting actual fact of hardness of game was taking days... lots of technicalities n nuances n extreme level of concentation n plenty of attitude is tis sport... one loose shot the point is gone!!!

it all started four months back ... inspiring on international player is no big ... but watchin sumone playin front of ur eyes will take to higher determination ... got a chance to see well defined players who plays the sport with utmost easiness... vision was overlooked differently n pratices was harder... early days was funny no better word than tis of loosing a match to first std girl ... all combinations of classes are at pratcice... winning first grader thn next on on on finally the ninth grader...

practice session r completly different to tournaments .. with so many spectators sitting around watching u closlely can never be special feeling ... pressure is higher..and mine to no different..

first match was not very difficult as against complete new comer.. was not takin advantage of it... though i no winning was sure showed dull performance ... so many factors pictures on match.. flight of cock was key n getting used to it at time just before is essential.. with early flaws sum heafty points was given off easly by over hitting of shuttle.. learned few basics things ... not very interesting to play.. subequent match of doubles i lost..insipte of loosing i played it better but compatability with partner was completely nill... critics was higher from a guy who was complete stranger to me (hate him like ricky ponting)... felt hitting him instead of shuttle (poda goonda) ... happy he lost his singles match to worst..horrayyyy.... finals of singles was like hitler to me.. not bcoz im playing finals even now not big opponent .. my doubles partner.. evn my most comfortable shot came with weakness...

with 40 percent fittness n slightly over sixty percent accuracy in technicalties of implementing shots in practice hardly less than half was n can be implemented in matches... even tough player in pratice was struggling for shot selection.. the true fact to any sport is enjoying n accepting the situation.. enjoying the game as viewer is different .. enjoying the game on playing is easily pronounced but threatnening flu to accept ... i won the singles but felt terribly upset for under performing.. had no mood to continue my practice ... but hrs after matches its different now all my lows r vanshied with new spirit n focus will play with different prespective ... not everyone will have a chance to play n perform ... no matter wat the critics are the horizon of acheivement is to new beautiful location... love playing!!!!!

wat wud b the best title????

After long darker dayz n biggest waiting finally the company i got placed delivered the calll date ... April 23 2010..slightly over 70 percent of calls in my mobile r left unanswered nothing planned but all accidental ... lots of hue n cry frm ppl around on tis irresonsible attitude... no wonder call from my company was exceptional... but tis time the telecom industry even helped me ... signal strength was completely nill for few hrs n luckily my cal was placed on those slot... perfect timing i suppose... inspite tis deadlock cal reached my land line,was at home for lunch... din feel lik flying r screamin.. my luck was out-of-order for few years but its back on track.

every first thing in world is spl n always close to our heart.. similarly my first job... the day wen offer reached my hand felt deep satisfication... with hard earned money of my parents vested on education tis was a minimal return i can pay em...

the first time u travel alone frm ur place to new location with alll complete strangers u no wat real world is ... travelling to bangalore is breezy feeling n probably best climatic holder in south india.. actually felt so happy-happy bcoz tat was my dream location... pampered everytime the warmth which made u comfortable will no longer b wit u.... responsibility of takin care of oneself is biggest difficulty...jitters n butterflies will calm down wen u feel u r towards ur heart... entrant as employee in highly sopisticated technically capable office is pleasing above all it was ur effort n preparation tat takes to place... no reccomdation no refrence letter no friends company... signing out to open an bank account only to deposit ur salary ur own personal ID card own desktop own access point .. lots of classes attended spending money frm pocket first ever class(training) in life which pay for ur attendance... education on practical sense with industry ready n biggest claw here is 21 years of severe academics isnt fit enough striaghtly to proceed on... but matter of 4-16 weeks of training fetches u knowledge of life.. funny but true..

wit so many quirks n twists in life wat will one do wit first salary ( mine is RS.18000)... shud i get a watch .. mobile or shud i save money for my apple iphone...neglecting me shud i get my dad a pen r my mom saree r sisters an ipod .... it will take nother few years to do tis bcoz the biggest catch here is im not joining ( it tuk 10 mins to print tis line ) bcoz i was searching for spelling of "not"... my heart weighs more may be unfortunately its not in size of my fist but of wrestler... 3 sleepless nights n days getting longer... not my eyes but my brain first time says stop thinking...

bein rich is advantageous r disadvantage ??? is still women r marriage prepared bodies?? is the word experience tailored made for men??? do we need sentiments in life??? is emotional bonding necessary???

lots of queries r pricking my mind... out of all tis one happy feeling is i knew its difficult to work in my community ... but tat din prevent frm acquiring a job...may be i let down my parents by acquiring a job of jus (2.75 p.a)...maybe im worth for more?? so many scarifices frm my parents who tolerated my faults tis is very minimum i can do by letting tis offer go to bring smile on their faces... every single moment of placement process is still shaded in my memory... now i failed in convincing others... i take tis as positive note... every unachieved desire will bring out you as strong n reliable force...yet nother slip but surely a strong rise is waitng... like every ordinary person i dont want to finish by saying tis will not happen to my daughter r son... still years r left in me... will come back harder...if not big industrailist like my dad atleast an self-earning women...lastly if i wud a have joined the company i wud have surrendered my offer letter which i loved the most... i take tis gift which will stay on till end of my life... certain words in final note reads lots of positive words every failed person writes out of anger... but for me its different... thirst now is even bigger... clueless on wat shud i do .. as of now friends jus wish me luck.. thanks for readin tis as each one holds big sad notes.. all the best buddies...


ps: still my heart says will sum miracle happen as april 23 rd is yet to come..(no miracle happened failed in convincing)

College life :
Dearly darling n sweet heart to almost everyone .. opting for science discipline in school isnt funny n ppl around u ll make it worser... certain occasion makes u feel have we missed joy of learning frm thinny books ( accounts ,commerce) ,always on with extra cls n tests n additional exam to join college ( entrance exam) ... addin to tese last day of +2 exam isnt real last day bcoz other big catch was to take up entrance .. but adding fun to tis hard crunchy dayz wasnt loborious .. ppl in school will feel happy if fumbled for dayz date but not for phenopthalein structure..the greatest relaxation for us isnt tv r movie r shopping but the high entrance coaching those giggles n chuckles we made wit neighbours is tis exam holds different maths n sceince books.. commercians (commerce group ppl) luked us wit big eyes on schedules for us.. but now i yearn over tose ppl fate of losing one extra year one more 12 months nother 365 days in college .. the grt four years of engineering plus free gift as hostel life ( rule here is shoppin hrs together to pick a dress but most happiest moment is on receiving unexpected but worthy beautiful free gift)


Bannari Amman Institute which luks gorgeous at first sight wit its go greeny apperance with lots of trees n plants slimmed perfectly which lives almost in shape round the year..( its lik management pass half the buck to its beauty n really painstaking effort to maintain it in summer with 45 plus temp).. calm n composed with lawns in showers entire day..can enjoy sunny painful dyz , heavy rains n chilly nights .. with extreme weather who feels lik waking up for college.. its not blocks for departments but two long corridors (famous prepective view) wit cls both sides of it respectively..complete picture perfect buildings with no stone placed out of order..its not only luks but life enjoyed is equally memorable .. sweet nostalgic feeling to take trip down the memory lane on fun-fun dayz....

7 hours in academics will luk strange but being in college with close to 100 percent hostelites isnt painful.. labs are real gala.. the first day first year chemistry lab.. shud'nt be difficult as with many handy xperience with salt ,solution n xperiments got inside wit no fear..ppl arrranged in role no .. abt to commence the lab person next to me luked petrified peeping at my place..bcoz its was jus 5 mins no one touched their apparatus unxpectedly got all my pipette, burette n flask in bits n pieces ( oops broken ) very first day got my breakage account opened.. HIT!!!


notes flying will luk shame may be in school but in college.. might luk is college too strict ..wit no secondary thought its real fun blower.. the grt spinning lab were had 2 professors the 2 extremist both in knowlege n activity.. almost had all our records flying high n each one so busy waiting for their to turn to catch up ..being in textile labs have too little task to be done.. hard times for every non electrical students is to take on machine labs as no elective is exceptional.. strict n stiff staff highly ordered labs n experiments.. layered procedure probably the only lab were teachers play fun on students..groups with 3 each divided to execute the xperiment.. with so much of confusions finally connection were made to run the motor ..it was not motor running instead ppl around to bring down the sudden blow of white smokes..cudnt control ourselves laughing with sum staff around finding different words to appreciate us on our lovely job..

not jus lab classess the lab xamz r scripted even better... almost all textile lab xamz were attended not jus wit sationaries but also with refrence paper ( its high definition for BIT)..... its not for 1 or 2 difficult observation evry xperiment carried out is in reference... may be very few genius(1 -2) enter hall trusting their brain but 95% percent with honest belief in ref.notes... answering viva is tough task to handle .... maximum time for me - 25 mins, were around only 10 words i spoke... shooting out questions reg to subject were i knew nothin he felt the pressure on his nerves lukin me tight lipped shifted his base to my xperiment ... xperiment was close to 90% completion with calcutation running to 3 pages carried out ... was rolling out my eyes once he tuk the paper...targeted me with queries frm my paper now were he was pertified luking my big eyes.. staff accompanied wished me to prepare well for next xam ... catch here is he reclarified out by saying "means for the same xam next year"... with lots of mishap completed all labs ...

if the practical learning center ( labs) covers of lots of funny moments how the thoery cls be an excuse... its sort of mixed calibre in tutors...stringent with rules to liberal.. calculators executes functions easily but our brain fails on simple function of carrying it to class regularly.. wud b buzzing around ppl holding up calc to catch up atleast with their cover .. real advantage of scientific calc.. rear view can make no difference with real one..if caught the punishment is " erru bench mela erru"(Dr.JP chemistry overblown ballon look with xtremely husky voice super mismatch) maths is braided with varied concepts so its tutors too .. never in my entire school life thought maths is intersting in higher grader its still worse with problems running thru pages .. sem-1 ( Dr. Lakshimi Narayanan).. its the attitude taught in school in particular class -12 struggle tis yr n ave fun in college .. he thrashed us in shock the way he approaches the subject 55 mins will b packed with maths lot of maths, jokes , easy technics n on on ... with tis he is fastest tutor who seldom works out all problems.. pushes us to work to our top notch wer he jus simply guides thru brief xplanations.. loved evry bit of his class unfortunately that was the toughest of maths paper in all 4 ( M1- M4) peculiar thing in his work was never asks anyone to copy cat the technique with tat managed to score (88).. M2 in sem2 named most oustanding student with lethargic attitude( out of class) will hold certain problems to be completed for next class .. she never reads my note jus peep to my neighbours tatz all will be out with her.. catch here is she wud humbly say" why dont u join ur friend as she stands alone".. M3 tutor a wacko who writes to entire board n with simple " no no no" he wipes out begins again...the notes taken will luk strike off font loaded .... if non department staff was wacko have our own ppl in dept ... such a fellow ( read as : chacha fellow) permual raj .. his slang wud burst u out laughing but will throw u to troubles.. such a book, such a pencil, such a kniiting .. his ppt, slang, appearnce its a real curse.. almost every textile class will add its quoitent of enjoyment except grt Dr.MAHENDRA GOWDA.. probably only class infact in my whole college were silence rules.. he taught how appearnaces r deceptive (crooked shoulders leg n lanky thin) class will b question hr wer we dont put any ans.. will start from one end to other end wer ppl will jus stand wit tight lipped n heads down..will no the virtue of silence.. bcoz if u slightly throw an ans his rave comments will b real laughter for others in cls..my buddy sitting next to me will b scape goat in girls most of the time.." hey janaki ( real name : mythili) better go to mithula nagar to celebrate dont study spinning" (imagine it with little GOWDAS slang) .. critics for not answerin is way better for one small ans .. he insists to throw doubts but will b doubly cautious not to, it will b lik " soontha salavula sooniam venchukarathu" blower..in Dr.Timble more than learning its playing small games.. sets, theif n police n whole lot of small games.. being 5 girls games wud b easy n simple to play...chits will b ready the previous hr jus to make sure we dont waste a second other than playing!!!! sumptuous part here is will tap the bench fastly to mark end of game!!! small chick chats cat fights for wrong disclosure... heaven!!!! true slapstick comedy..

hostel life shud come under a fresh new topic.. days r truely divine spa!! the first which strikes me here is sleep..puffy eyes n swollen cheeks wer oversleepin drives.. sundays r blast the record was wakin up staright to dinner!!! it doesnt mean other days r busy with loborious projects n assignments.. an hr lunch break wer ppl will b rushing wit food jus to take quick nap.. sumtimes in my case will end up full aftern sleep.. it also thinned my lab attendance heavly (college rules not to put too many theory cls in sleepy hrs which i changed it no cls in sleppy hrs!!!) sound sleep tight sleep gud sleep whateva is d word will fit exactly here!!!

college is not in fanciest place wit accessible distance to theatre r malls ... how can graduation life b complete without movies no matter which genre language star cast it holds...literally thanks to technology... intial yrs was wit cd which burnt d pocket n time.. pen drive innovation of century .. weekends will b packed wit movies queued in laptops n desktop.. so weekdays???? nothing but revisal of awesome movie watched... jab we met ... any better word than blockbuster... running months together never bored of it... will open the file to catch jus 2 songs will end up watching whole movie...2 scenes the whole one...every time differnt person will instigate were it will b big group finally... shahid kapoor v wer goin mad!!!! now i dont like to watch it not bcoz i have overdone it flatly i miss al those ppl chats n laughs n commets... thrillers from english will push ur rate specially wit steep high voices wit friends around.. sumtimes will b drained out wit no movies to watch... here comes d real catch.. borin n useless one will b real fun blower.. capitalising on fact will add our own running commentary which will turn up big big laughter show...

running for class is usual but running for food??? every hostelite will no it... not sure if i can consume tat lot of food now however sumptuous it is.. beautiful feeling of food time is not knowing wat ur gonna have... but its routine menu here.. eyes can lead u wrong but our mess is will pull u terribly wit smell .. not even a day it tasted gud.. wrost part is will b below par.. motto is nice smell no mess!!! ... ceratinly had gud food too... those time cook will spin his head will end up preparing more n more... to save his extra work will cook less to potential... even then wit 10 ppl sharin ur table no matter wat the taste is eat eat eat... to me diet ??? "is it a french word!! what it means???"... if sum speakers turn up to give out a speech will b excitd not for cls gone r his talk (who bothers for it) but for extra tasty food... sumtimes will b bombed by serving the guest alone.. we ruthlessly left wit routine ones.. fighting for extra vadai extra papad extra sweet extra paratha ... sweet ones

birthdays are always sweet n delicious .. gifts,chocolates n cakes...probably college is only place were b'day babies will look horrrified n hide in their place to extent possible... its cake smashing festival .. not a single bday cake in my hostel was tatsed.. its too floors n faces..anything from washing soap to ink will go into face of person.. nice chiiling bath at midnight wit ppl pouring around watever in hand n will try hard to decorate the person with best possible luk... the real catch here is trapping the person undercovers n groups giving a nice hits n kicks ( wrapped in covers to hide the count of hitter .. safety!!!!! ofcourse not for the receiver its fate on b'days)

will stop here have so many things left ... delibrately will wind up to store some jus to write nonther lovely part 2... college being located out of the city will luk curse may b i missed the fun of shoppin in college hrs n bunking up for movies...roaming the city wit friends..late wit outings...but BIT was altogether a different viewer...taught us so many things.. want to put my college as roller coaster ... it will b scary n not funny luking from outside ... get into it will no its virtue... lifetime present... out of all tuk lovely friends!!! din no did i enjoy so much... after writing tis n still left wit some surely incomaparbly had fantastic time... MISS U SO MUCH .. had a chance to relive want to cal tat day as my end!!!!!


ps: dedicated to each n evry one who travelled tis wonderful journy in BIT

freedom is at accessible distance

when given a chance to rewind undoubtedly most of us will switch to life in kindergarten(K.G).. peroid were we asked our mama what troubles n sorrow mean..murming rhymes munching cookies jiggling all around wit smiling face .. happy-happy play with toys n frenz.. most prized n respected scrap(currency) is jus a very normal paper to scribble.. crying for comic books being torn-up not bothered for our curriculum books lost forever.. In temple r rituals its hide-seek which conquered our central brain were ppl around crumbling their thought for unsloved dispute,unanswered prayers,perennial happiness n on n on n on .. funny ppl who pray for deep concentration in work were we put our 101 percent focus without slightest deviation in our play.. differences on caste r gender is worthless.. not proud of being either boy r girl.. sinked in our thoughts n work..being boy not ashamed to wear pink r play with barbie ( color of girls).. no embrassment to share wit mom on the bumpy bite got frm girl sitting next .. shared biscuits n xchnged gems to get color other one holds..life cherished forever .. tresure n can have no replacements
with tese our growing started slowly ..event at 8 r 10 when we see dad filling up sum forms r in our railway ticket inquired what the male r female refers... so naive n innocent days rolled out.. always as child we have thirst of growing up faster(now its deep u-turn why r we growing)..the very next minute r preceeding day...parents inculcated lots of gud qualities n ambition ... almost girl r boy started growing up same way ...right to say , free to do.. nothing to worry around jus determine n try working towards to it...life at early stage was simple algebaric formula (a+b)^2 ... laughed n said is tis portion of maths difficle to do... but slowly truth reeled out algebra is toughest with complex equation so as being women..to correct it complexity was created artifically by same gender
shocked whn heard abt tonnes ( nearly 4 tonnes) female foetus found deposited as if to protect the underwater pollution ( thank god no article read phosphrous n minerals in foetus can treat under water pollution).. lots of thought flashed my mind felt the pressure of my nerves but nothing can be done left only my deepest condolence.. at this point of time no blame game can work .. life lost is lost...this is country which produced lots of known politican like Jayalalitha ,Sonia gandhi n well known CEO Indra Nooyi.. reading an article on them cant declare we left female infanticide r rejection ... still so many untold stories are rooted down waiting for right occasion to pop out... reading a breaking news on death is useless the hype last only for hours.. similar to waves dying reaching the shore...providing freebies n adding sections n ammenments will make no sense... act at right time...
I firmly believe behind every sucess there is a mentor... each of us say if boy "my mom is my heroine" n girl "my dad is my hero" we learnt n developed all their gud qualities..i can trust a person who says ill of girl infront to person who protarys as goddess..may be depicting as unspoken lady (goddess) is far easier .. gods r all always shut behind the doors in name of protection..never speak n never ask we provide our likings.. perform rituals of our choice... simply protraying to eternal spirit is indirect sense of dictatorship..im not against men ... bcoz my role model is men ( my dad) ... im not sure of tis proverb behind every successful man there is woman ... but i rewrite tis behind every sucessful woman (specially Indian) there is a man in different forms friend,wellwisher,mentor,husband,father ....... it also includes pain bcoz we are raised wit lot of dependence.. i blame my mom not my dad for tis.. instilling masculinity is equally important as imparting aspiration n education..

world is not wit impurities but tis cant b reason to hide ourselves under covers...sentiments n emotions r way of life.. never it can rule you..no one can dig ur talent n put continous effort to help you grw n progress... n its not others duty.. open n show no matter how neglible intially it is..no big manz autobiography is without hurdles n convolutions... solving out is smartness..living life for children r husband will hold no substance...living for oneself is biggest satisfication..its simple as tis u cant make sumone smile unless u smile..by tis im not against family values n culture..at tis point it wud b incomplete if i dont say the word multitasking..we r rulers of tis word..oraganising every task is secret behind big winners..donating ur skill bcoz its hindering ur family is foolishness..making ppl around u grow wit responsibilties n freedom will definitely will make u reach places..saying it in words is easier than doin it..trying it can hardly n badly will let u taste sweetness of success..

freedom cant come to u but its at an easy accessible distance go for it dont seek permission to take but grab it n using it sensibly is ur intelligence..no one can make u grow bigger unless u feel it..more than men biggest enemy for women is women..if u have given up ur talents in name of sumone dont ask others to follow ur stupidity..biggest help u do is acting as dumb..education at a point of time was fruit of rarity but now its growing..one women in every field is success but after 2 decades tis cant b same.. numbers shud increase rapidly..to win race in any discipline take part in the ugly politics it holds.. if u stay away ur not a contestant then ultimately not a winner..to cope up all imbalances jus hide out n see how outside world is .. its really cool n beautiful than xpected ..negativities r part n parcel of the game..i started it with different row of thoughts but ultimate n final point is always be proud to say tat you r women ..dont regret for wat you are..lastly if ur men jus open up ur arms n clap whole heartedly if sumthing really gud is achieved by other gender...tis is true sportmanship..after all life is a game...

kids always

Dictionary is piled up with lots of vocabularies were English teacher tuk the hardest task to nourish us with.But perseverance n aspirations are two words shooted at us almost by everyone near us. failed many times in spelling out most used word “occasion” on no of c’s n ‘s’ ( evn tis time I misspelled with double “s” thanks to technology) almost got write everytime in “determination”. In school, day wud b imperfect without tis word. Pinned us with huge stories backed in different format to maintain the attraction. Not every time we observed it with sharp ears but many circumstances unknowingly we Were driven towards to it.. we hallucinated acquiring top-notch in biggest organization .. the dream varied accordingly with narration proposed..

for instance if teacher spoke out on ravi varma we drive our thought in preparing a beautiful picture shaded with rarest colors, concept … shamelessly forgetting biology record holding a teacher intial to redraw the amoeba ( simplest I suppose).. wen talked abt C.V Raman heart was fuming to find new concept in maths ...inspite of losing 10 mark in question bcoz of simple addition misinterpreted in final step…tere were lot of inspirational works narrated to us.. even we had few biographies incorporated in curriculum “the billion dollar secret “(bill gates), Albert Einstein,Newton.. hope we memorized sum of their works n findings deeply if not to imitate in future atleast to get through the paper ..the stories of all sort was pushed to us no matter he is star legend r ordinary honest layman who succeeds his dream.. ultimatum was to observe their hardwork n their unique way of doin things..

Frequently we were carried away by different thoughts n desire for instance doctor like him,Engineer like him,pilot like him… ppl around us enjoyed wen we pronounced sum BIG NAMES..at point of time its decided to run behind one dream leaving other..not very
Big destiny is decided in our school but ofcourse it is vital..In due course determination change shapes.. confining to stick to circle.. time has reached a day to stop the education and choose carreer… with lots of compromises n speculation finally point is arrived running for survival better smart option than running behind dream… with so much in upbringing n so many Aspirations cultivated within us now its always “do wat ppl around us do”.. ppl who stayed close in our growing is more concerned abt wat persons next door do n say…
following person next door is intelligent than speaking foolish(desire) which once appreciated.. they listened our talks n works as kid.. as grown up situation around us altered.. satisfying their thought plan is called brilliant decision..may be I put like tis “kids always”..like grains we r carried away by big wind (our community )n do something to lead scripted happy life ( scripts can work only for movies ).. its running behind nothing but which can never end .. hardest part is we never knew ans for tis “are we stastified?”..
nothing can de done rather accept it..beauty of all tis is our dream in kid might look to become pilot or scientist .. but as grown up not many of us say tat was our dream.. we confine us & comply us to small unique things as we feel atleast this minimal cud be accomplished …sumtimes its simple as tis to work in law firm than in IT …to start a business rather working.. work rather bein homemaker ..being ourselves is difficle of all things ..but time is not lost badly... happy tat realising it early than end of life... not possible to scartch it frm start but atleast straighten to extent posible from now ... out all this happily say “ all is well"

catchin schumaker

schumaker .... presumably known for wat else?????? nothing but articulate driving... don panic its not biography r pedia's speaking his laurels.. still figurin yes its abt my driving...title "catchin schumaker" is actually copyin his driving hooooo... can see wrinkles in ur forehead.. nothing way big, plainly starting a car as him will surely make me good driver...

travel junkie always longing for long drive but not on sun killin noon... mild sun on its hide n seek play wit clouds, roads trashy not wit foul smellin debris instead slightly tanned shredded leafs n air filled with smells of roses ...heaven who can say no tis drive ...tough luck for me taken drive but not as tis...

wit love for tis driving my learnin startd in 10 std..pampered by parents during my trips got d chance to sit beside r behind drivers seat n njoy...as all kids only experience in drivers position was simply turning out steering wit zooooo zoooooo sound given out by me instead of car...it was on day 1 during driving lessons sat on riding point n turnd d key on ... sound was pleasnt but wit faster pumping heart n nervous hands it sounded lik lion roaring... it was very basic on clutches,brakes n gears...oops no improvement..days rolled on...wit controls fixed evn to guide n property (car) not yours what you ave to worry for!!!!

tutor is same being in acedamics r driving.... itching us wit rules n disciplines...with jitters thinning slowly classes got intersting....wit student tag attached there cant be place without hard words aimed at you...lesson was to change four gears quickly possible...wit concentration loaded fully in downshifitng though eyes wandered the road not sharp enough to catch the speed breaker...car grazed it ... pitty tutor as speed was too high for braking...

day out in heavy traffic!!!!wit two wheelers racing to cover all visible spaces time to learn the virtue of clutch n brake...bein a beginner not every time u win to move the car without restarting...raising to cover the lean space rather to cover distance..hardest time was move the vehicle in fly over with dead speed..tis time not me but my guide sweated(obviously for her job n owners car)..wit ppl aching for breathe slopes of fly over was truly challenging .. car almost was in wheels of truck... close shave but escapd..though hand signals were dying out schools r too nostalgic in educating us with good old values... in heavily loaded roads n two wheelers riding in every way possible she insisted on hand signal.. wit hand waving out i turned my bak to check safety of my arm..the moral was car can b repaired not ur hand...nothing serious tutor managd it.. reverse gears n climbing the slope is killers of all hardship.. i no wit tese mastered effort it will take jus 100 years to catch r copy schumaker ( be optimistic...)

wit all these meticulous learning oops.. sloppy work compltd my job... aftr six year break up wit no practice done startd to work frm begining...toiled wit reverse gear..tis time dedicated working ( 10 days)suceeded somehow. tuk d license.now all in my own .. yes self driving.. wit my brand new chevy spark..safe drive!!!!!