freedom is at accessible distance

when given a chance to rewind undoubtedly most of us will switch to life in kindergarten(K.G).. peroid were we asked our mama what troubles n sorrow mean..murming rhymes munching cookies jiggling all around wit smiling face .. happy-happy play with toys n frenz.. most prized n respected scrap(currency) is jus a very normal paper to scribble.. crying for comic books being torn-up not bothered for our curriculum books lost forever.. In temple r rituals its hide-seek which conquered our central brain were ppl around crumbling their thought for unsloved dispute,unanswered prayers,perennial happiness n on n on n on .. funny ppl who pray for deep concentration in work were we put our 101 percent focus without slightest deviation in our play.. differences on caste r gender is worthless.. not proud of being either boy r girl.. sinked in our thoughts n work..being boy not ashamed to wear pink r play with barbie ( color of girls).. no embrassment to share wit mom on the bumpy bite got frm girl sitting next .. shared biscuits n xchnged gems to get color other one holds..life cherished forever .. tresure n can have no replacements
with tese our growing started slowly ..event at 8 r 10 when we see dad filling up sum forms r in our railway ticket inquired what the male r female refers... so naive n innocent days rolled out.. always as child we have thirst of growing up faster(now its deep u-turn why r we growing)..the very next minute r preceeding day...parents inculcated lots of gud qualities n ambition ... almost girl r boy started growing up same way ...right to say , free to do.. nothing to worry around jus determine n try working towards to it...life at early stage was simple algebaric formula (a+b)^2 ... laughed n said is tis portion of maths difficle to do... but slowly truth reeled out algebra is toughest with complex equation so as being women..to correct it complexity was created artifically by same gender
shocked whn heard abt tonnes ( nearly 4 tonnes) female foetus found deposited as if to protect the underwater pollution ( thank god no article read phosphrous n minerals in foetus can treat under water pollution).. lots of thought flashed my mind felt the pressure of my nerves but nothing can be done left only my deepest condolence.. at this point of time no blame game can work .. life lost is lost...this is country which produced lots of known politican like Jayalalitha ,Sonia gandhi n well known CEO Indra Nooyi.. reading an article on them cant declare we left female infanticide r rejection ... still so many untold stories are rooted down waiting for right occasion to pop out... reading a breaking news on death is useless the hype last only for hours.. similar to waves dying reaching the shore...providing freebies n adding sections n ammenments will make no sense... act at right time...
I firmly believe behind every sucess there is a mentor... each of us say if boy "my mom is my heroine" n girl "my dad is my hero" we learnt n developed all their gud qualities..i can trust a person who says ill of girl infront to person who protarys as goddess..may be depicting as unspoken lady (goddess) is far easier .. gods r all always shut behind the doors in name of protection..never speak n never ask we provide our likings.. perform rituals of our choice... simply protraying to eternal spirit is indirect sense of dictatorship..im not against men ... bcoz my role model is men ( my dad) ... im not sure of tis proverb behind every successful man there is woman ... but i rewrite tis behind every sucessful woman (specially Indian) there is a man in different forms friend,wellwisher,mentor,husband,father ....... it also includes pain bcoz we are raised wit lot of dependence.. i blame my mom not my dad for tis.. instilling masculinity is equally important as imparting aspiration n education..

world is not wit impurities but tis cant b reason to hide ourselves under covers...sentiments n emotions r way of life.. never it can rule you..no one can dig ur talent n put continous effort to help you grw n progress... n its not others duty.. open n show no matter how neglible intially it is..no big manz autobiography is without hurdles n convolutions... solving out is smartness..living life for children r husband will hold no substance...living for oneself is biggest satisfication..its simple as tis u cant make sumone smile unless u smile..by tis im not against family values n culture..at tis point it wud b incomplete if i dont say the word multitasking..we r rulers of tis word..oraganising every task is secret behind big winners..donating ur skill bcoz its hindering ur family is foolishness..making ppl around u grow wit responsibilties n freedom will definitely will make u reach places..saying it in words is easier than doin it..trying it can hardly n badly will let u taste sweetness of success..

freedom cant come to u but its at an easy accessible distance go for it dont seek permission to take but grab it n using it sensibly is ur intelligence..no one can make u grow bigger unless u feel it..more than men biggest enemy for women is women..if u have given up ur talents in name of sumone dont ask others to follow ur stupidity..biggest help u do is acting as dumb..education at a point of time was fruit of rarity but now its growing..one women in every field is success but after 2 decades tis cant b same.. numbers shud increase rapidly..to win race in any discipline take part in the ugly politics it holds.. if u stay away ur not a contestant then ultimately not a winner..to cope up all imbalances jus hide out n see how outside world is .. its really cool n beautiful than xpected ..negativities r part n parcel of the game..i started it with different row of thoughts but ultimate n final point is always be proud to say tat you r women ..dont regret for wat you are..lastly if ur men jus open up ur arms n clap whole heartedly if sumthing really gud is achieved by other gender...tis is true sportmanship..after all life is a game...

kids always

Dictionary is piled up with lots of vocabularies were English teacher tuk the hardest task to nourish us with.But perseverance n aspirations are two words shooted at us almost by everyone near us. failed many times in spelling out most used word “occasion” on no of c’s n ‘s’ ( evn tis time I misspelled with double “s” thanks to technology) almost got write everytime in “determination”. In school, day wud b imperfect without tis word. Pinned us with huge stories backed in different format to maintain the attraction. Not every time we observed it with sharp ears but many circumstances unknowingly we Were driven towards to it.. we hallucinated acquiring top-notch in biggest organization .. the dream varied accordingly with narration proposed..

for instance if teacher spoke out on ravi varma we drive our thought in preparing a beautiful picture shaded with rarest colors, concept … shamelessly forgetting biology record holding a teacher intial to redraw the amoeba ( simplest I suppose).. wen talked abt C.V Raman heart was fuming to find new concept in maths ...inspite of losing 10 mark in question bcoz of simple addition misinterpreted in final step…tere were lot of inspirational works narrated to us.. even we had few biographies incorporated in curriculum “the billion dollar secret “(bill gates), Albert Einstein,Newton.. hope we memorized sum of their works n findings deeply if not to imitate in future atleast to get through the paper ..the stories of all sort was pushed to us no matter he is star legend r ordinary honest layman who succeeds his dream.. ultimatum was to observe their hardwork n their unique way of doin things..

Frequently we were carried away by different thoughts n desire for instance doctor like him,Engineer like him,pilot like him… ppl around us enjoyed wen we pronounced sum BIG NAMES..at point of time its decided to run behind one dream leaving other..not very
Big destiny is decided in our school but ofcourse it is vital..In due course determination change shapes.. confining to stick to circle.. time has reached a day to stop the education and choose carreer… with lots of compromises n speculation finally point is arrived running for survival better smart option than running behind dream… with so much in upbringing n so many Aspirations cultivated within us now its always “do wat ppl around us do”.. ppl who stayed close in our growing is more concerned abt wat persons next door do n say…
following person next door is intelligent than speaking foolish(desire) which once appreciated.. they listened our talks n works as kid.. as grown up situation around us altered.. satisfying their thought plan is called brilliant decision..may be I put like tis “kids always”..like grains we r carried away by big wind (our community )n do something to lead scripted happy life ( scripts can work only for movies ).. its running behind nothing but which can never end .. hardest part is we never knew ans for tis “are we stastified?”..
nothing can de done rather accept it..beauty of all tis is our dream in kid might look to become pilot or scientist .. but as grown up not many of us say tat was our dream.. we confine us & comply us to small unique things as we feel atleast this minimal cud be accomplished …sumtimes its simple as tis to work in law firm than in IT …to start a business rather working.. work rather bein homemaker ..being ourselves is difficle of all things ..but time is not lost badly... happy tat realising it early than end of life... not possible to scartch it frm start but atleast straighten to extent posible from now ... out all this happily say “ all is well"