kids always

Dictionary is piled up with lots of vocabularies were English teacher tuk the hardest task to nourish us with.But perseverance n aspirations are two words shooted at us almost by everyone near us. failed many times in spelling out most used word “occasion” on no of c’s n ‘s’ ( evn tis time I misspelled with double “s” thanks to technology) almost got write everytime in “determination”. In school, day wud b imperfect without tis word. Pinned us with huge stories backed in different format to maintain the attraction. Not every time we observed it with sharp ears but many circumstances unknowingly we Were driven towards to it.. we hallucinated acquiring top-notch in biggest organization .. the dream varied accordingly with narration proposed..

for instance if teacher spoke out on ravi varma we drive our thought in preparing a beautiful picture shaded with rarest colors, concept … shamelessly forgetting biology record holding a teacher intial to redraw the amoeba ( simplest I suppose).. wen talked abt C.V Raman heart was fuming to find new concept in maths ...inspite of losing 10 mark in question bcoz of simple addition misinterpreted in final step…tere were lot of inspirational works narrated to us.. even we had few biographies incorporated in curriculum “the billion dollar secret “(bill gates), Albert Einstein,Newton.. hope we memorized sum of their works n findings deeply if not to imitate in future atleast to get through the paper ..the stories of all sort was pushed to us no matter he is star legend r ordinary honest layman who succeeds his dream.. ultimatum was to observe their hardwork n their unique way of doin things..

Frequently we were carried away by different thoughts n desire for instance doctor like him,Engineer like him,pilot like him… ppl around us enjoyed wen we pronounced sum BIG NAMES..at point of time its decided to run behind one dream leaving other..not very
Big destiny is decided in our school but ofcourse it is vital..In due course determination change shapes.. confining to stick to circle.. time has reached a day to stop the education and choose carreer… with lots of compromises n speculation finally point is arrived running for survival better smart option than running behind dream… with so much in upbringing n so many Aspirations cultivated within us now its always “do wat ppl around us do”.. ppl who stayed close in our growing is more concerned abt wat persons next door do n say…
following person next door is intelligent than speaking foolish(desire) which once appreciated.. they listened our talks n works as kid.. as grown up situation around us altered.. satisfying their thought plan is called brilliant decision..may be I put like tis “kids always”..like grains we r carried away by big wind (our community )n do something to lead scripted happy life ( scripts can work only for movies ).. its running behind nothing but which can never end .. hardest part is we never knew ans for tis “are we stastified?”..
nothing can de done rather accept it..beauty of all tis is our dream in kid might look to become pilot or scientist .. but as grown up not many of us say tat was our dream.. we confine us & comply us to small unique things as we feel atleast this minimal cud be accomplished …sumtimes its simple as tis to work in law firm than in IT …to start a business rather working.. work rather bein homemaker ..being ourselves is difficle of all things ..but time is not lost badly... happy tat realising it early than end of life... not possible to scartch it frm start but atleast straighten to extent posible from now ... out all this happily say “ all is well"